Sunday, September 17, 2006
` 1:20 AM
this week was quite slack. went to see doctor on tues to see bout my leg. in the end was excused frm wearing boots for 3 days. hopefully the cream that the doc gave me is helpful. its sickening to see the acne on my leg.
went to khine wa birthday party at downtown east w xiao mao. before that we went to catch singapore dreaming.it was a nice and reflecting show. sometimes we have to forgo our dream in order to survive in a place like singapore. sometimes we have to work in a job that we do not like jus cos the salary offered is higher and it is secured than your ideal job. it made me realise how cruel and unforgiving the world is. sometimes at the end of the day. u dont even know what are you working for. what are you living for. ppl always say follow your dreams but i guess its sometimes hard to do that.
after that headed down to e chalet. it was a nice gathering but the place is too cramped lol. chatted w adeline. still the same fiery temper but she looks more presentable haha. da niao also. the same old him. i was very happy to chat up w junie. so long nv see her alr. she looks more pretty. but still e same size-_-". got to know alot of stuffs frm her.. including her new erm erm erm haha. hope everything goes smoothly for u all. as i chatted up w her. began to think bout the past. how we used to chat up till the wee hours in the night jus talking cock. how we used to study together and flunked prelims tog. i think we really got to know each other better at that time. how time flies. we are so busy w our own stuffs now. im glad she is happy now with her life.=)
maybe i expect too much from you. i though if i can sacrifice for you so much. you wld do e same for me. but i always forget that everyone has their own expectations. so maybe i shd lower down and think through again.